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fansblogs · 1 month ago

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just by doing what i’m able, with my elbows on the table.

"So many people write songs about horrible, horrible, horrible things. Famous people are always gonna be bad, and always gonna have supporters."

#all words are lyrics of cluster a-ok by 4lung #feel free to interpret this any way you’d like #there’s no definitive reason or purpose with this piece lmfao #i was just feeling and it’s representative of that #best way i could explain it is fan’s anxiety and mental illness #fan doesn’t really make people “worried” about him in normal scenarios per se but he’s offputting #he’s always really offputting. i suppose that’s something i tried to capture here. you don’t really know what to expect of him but he knows #what to expect of you.#there’s some characters who have a grasp of him of course like test tube or suitcase but i subconsciously made this looking through the #lens of a character like paper. you always feel on guard and defensive around him because he loves to twist his faults onto others #again this is also just kind of. he’s messed up #vaguely inspired by suitcase’s concern for his mental health in ep13 #i alllsooo think fan with paranoia is a very interesting concept #he’s so fucking anxious #yap over i was analyzing my own art #fan ii #ii fan #ii 2 #osc #inanimate insanity #ii fanart #inanimate insanity fandom #fan inanimate insanity #osc art #osc fanart #object show art #aquart

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jununy · 6 days ago

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unfortunately i am in esports round 3: european white boy edition.

if you are one of the two people were around for (2013) esports round 1: its basically kpop but worse, and (2015) esports round 2: meteos is the only streamer i am still subbed to on twitch in 2025 so you know this runs deep .......... this relapse is for you <3

#its 2025 and i still like meteos. he was always so nice to me.#He offered to vod review my games and coach me (i am jungle main) to show appreciation for my fanart #but i was too nervous to say yes lmfao #my biggest regret idk i am no longer as anxious or self conscious as like 20 year old me.#he will never remember this interaction but i will always remember him as a nice guy

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wardensantoineandevka · 8 months ago

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I feel like some people putting Phineas MidstPodcast into the "nervous golden retriever from the shelter" box did significant damage to the way he's seen and thought of and talked about in portions of the fandom.

#not using his last name to stay out of the search lmfao #I was just thinking again about like his journal entry and truly it sometimes feels like...#like some people don't really see him as having done HORRIFIC things bc there's this investment in him being like #yes he's socially anxious and uncertain and is said to have a gentle soul but... dropping him into the Goldie archetype shaves down a LOT #like Phineas isn't actually some Golden Retriever Shelter Dog situation and it always feels it just sidesteps the more tangled parts of him #I won't go on about it like it's I am not really that into like the constant invoking of it for Phineas bc I often find it just yadda yadda #tbh I also feel like even further other people don't treat him as intelligent but that's a whole other thing #Midst things

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ofmdee · 4 months ago

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part 31 is edited and i am starting on the pics!!!!!!!

wanna catch up?

#mine #ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #simblr #sims #ofmd #gentlebeard #ofmd sims #breathing underwater #mermaids #i added abt 1k words while editing lol so im glad i split it into 2 separate parts #using the same poses over and over again i hope it doesn't get boring!!!#ive probably said it before the pics always feel like... kind of a shield somehow?#like...... i am not confident abt my writing lmfao im just not! idk if i ever will be! i struggle w it a lot #and using pretty pics to distract from perceived imperfections in the text makes me feel..... safer? somehow?#and then i worry if i make too many pics too similar #ppl will see past them and be more critical of the writing and i know that is ridiculous!!! 😂#i need to stop inventing things to be anxious abt 😅#ANYWAY okay all that to say #hello!!!! it's still not friday somehow??????? smdh #also it's 78 degrees the day before halloween???????

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dragon-spaghetti · 2 months ago

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I have my issues w the counselling I got at age 15 but goddamn the 3-1-3 breathing technique has consistently been a lifesaver so cheers for that one John

#drag rambles #I get really bad anxiety if I feel like my heart rate has slowed down too much #or like I can’t get a breath in #(I have. legitimately kinda debilitating health anxiety and have for like 8 years 💀)#genuinely this is the only thing that has a chance of stopping me from spiralling into a panic attack lmfao 😭#I know there’s other ones of like. breathing in for I think 7 seconds etc??#but they always just panicked me more #in for 3 hold for 1 and out for 3 is just enough to calm me tf down while still forcing me to focus on the counting instead of the thoughts #I’m rambling but @ my other anxious beings who can’t do the longer breathing technique; try this one maybe idk

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ashmp3 · 9 months ago

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i had this sense of dread overcome my senses today felt like walls were closing on me etc and as always i was right its literally been hit after hit after hit today i will never find peace

#literally called aqua bestie we will go on a walk in 2 hours both of us on the verge of a breakdown LMFAO maybe the beach will calm us down #and its always the things that make me SO anxious like probably stupid to you but to me i literally contemplated suicide three times today #and i cant even say im fine now i am not and the last nail to the coffin happened 10 minutes ago so you know. Deep breaths and all #FUCK MY STUPID LIFEEEEEEE AND FUCK MY STUPID LAPTOP

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wewontbesleeping · 8 days ago

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today I’m going to ikea and Costco! I went to Costco during the superbowl last year and it was so slow, it was amazing. hoping ikea will be slow, too.

#I don’t struggle with crowds for some reason which seems off brand for me #but I kind of thrive in crowds as they grant me a deep sense of anonymity which I enjoy #but it’s still nice for less people bc things go quicker ofc #but my bf gets really anxious at places like that #and last year we went to Costco after the kickoff and it was sooo nice and peaceful lmfao #I’m hoping ikea will be similarly blissful #it kind of sucks not being into football sometimes bc I don’t get to Participate in stuff #and we always have a game on at get together which is like. the most boring thjng in the world. we could all watch a movie…#but it’s nice bc I can take advantage of the fact that I’m basically the only person in the world who doesn’t care about this somehow #and get my errands done quicker

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euri-matsuri · 1 month ago

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anyways Quincy crisis aside. does anyone want to help me figure out a new blog name . i want something shorter but still pertaining to euri ... at this point im almost tempted to just fold and go for his name outright or like part of it since i made this blog with him in mind

#send asks with ideas /gen LOL #i wanted this blog to be just nuca/nsfw now in general but i also wanted to have the option that like. hey .#(nudges) if you wanted to interact with the stupid fucking pink catboy (nudges again)#like thats just something ive always wanted from the get-go (ive wanted to do a roleplay blog since i joined tumblr in my teens tbh LMFAO)#but i always got too anxious or embarrassed to do it #ive always wanted to do just. an ask blog or something in general #and i think itd be fun to do with euri #and as much as i love my blog name rn im also annoyed that its so long LOL

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gemharvest · 8 months ago

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observation I have made about myself and the fixation cycle that I wanted to put into a visual form.

#ramblings #i guess the ``ugh why did it have to be THIS`` thing depends on the specific interest #like danganronpa i hid that shit from everybody until it got too much for me to keep in LMFAO #funkin i didnt necessarily try as hard to hide HOWEVER i was still super fucking nervous about developing this current fixation on it qwq #but i guess the previous two before this current one i havent been as anxious about #mob psycho 100 i know is really liked so i was super excited to be fixated on a piece of media that doesnt have a lot of detractors #and then fnaf ive been into since i was fucking 9 and i make this super clear since when im not fixated it remains a constant casual-#-interest. so theres no shame in me admitting im into something thats kinda just always there with me #soooo fucking curious what the next one is gonna be. i say that as if the second fnaf movie isnt supposed to come out #december next year so i have a ticking time bomb on my fucking ass #tho theres still enough time to where this fixation can fade and a new one kick in. so i guess we will seeeeee #im not betting on this fixation becoming one that lasts longer than a year like dgrp did but itd be nice i think

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anotherpapercut · 1 year ago

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people acting like there isn't still very much an active stigma against cannibas and cannibas users is going to be my joker origin story

when i go to the doctor they still put cannibas use under the tab "substance abuse". not even just substance use. it is fully assumed that people who use cannabis, even as a prescription medication, are abusing it. just because you're friends with a couple of dumbass stoners doesn't mean that we've abandoned the idea as a culture that weed is a bad and scary and dangerous and highly addictive drug that will ruin your life if you use it once

#idk what its like in other countries but in the us and especially in red states fear mongering about weed is alive and well #'it ruins lives' -direct quote from a library board member making it so we can be fired for testing positive even w a prescription #i just take umbrage with posts about addiction that go out of their way to mention weed which we all learned in 6th grade is addictive #but dont also mention that this true of all prescription drugs and that a person can be dependant on a drug for health reasons???#yeah i get anxious and cant go a day without weed. because i use it to treat my anxiety and pain. i also get anxious without my wellbutrin #but people arent lining up to make posts about it?? and like you CAN obviously become addicted to prescription drugs its super common!#so i kind of feel like it would be far more useful to say 'this is true of ALL drugs. including weed caffeine and prescriptions'#you should always research ANY drug you take. prescription or not. find out about addictiveness + side effects + other drug interactions #and you should talk to someone if you feel anxious about your relationship to drugs. prescription or not #there have been many times where i was prescribed way too many drugs at once and it made me feel anxious and uncomfortable #so i talked to my doctors and consolidated several and it actually made them work a lot better #locked reblogs because i KNOW people are going to read this is 'so you should never ever talk about negative consequences of weed'#and im pretty sure the people who follow me will be able to understand thats obviously not what im saying #but as soon as it leaves my blog whos to say. but anyway like. I think we should talk more about addiction to all substances #and not just the ones that were already covered in DARE #I feel like at this point everybody has heard all of the negative possibilities with weed use at least once #and that's not necessarily true of caffeine and even like. benadryl lmfao #I might delete this in 10 minutes if I psych myself out akbdjznsjf

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gentlethorns · 1 year ago

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i have always been and will always be utterly fucking insane. help

#she bork #tbd #i am so so so so anxious and idk why!!!!! we found a house just need to get two of our roommates subleased from their apartments so it's not #the house hunt and i've stopped worrying about grad school as well since there's no use worrying about all the ifs and pros and cons when #idek if i'll get accepted in the first place so i don't think it's that either. idk i'm just like off the chain like i was putting up ad at #work literally thee MOST low-pressure activity imaginable and i was like about to have a panic attack like why!!!!!! i've had like three #cups of green tea which is caffeinated but not heavily so like probably the equivalent of two cups of coffee so it shouldn't be affecting me #like this. work is also stressful rn bc we keep rolling freight due to call ins so maybe that? i have no idea i just know i want to throw up #lmfao. idk maybe i'm not getting enough vitamin d bc i'm already deficient and daylight savings time has reeeeaaally cut down on my sun #exposure not to mention the weather has been super cloudy so maybe it's that. or maybe the idea of so much change at once is scaring me even #though it seems like it's all gonna work out and ik that it will bc it always does but change is just scary. so maybe that. regardless i #wish i would just fucking calm down i'm miserable

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misteria247 · 2 years ago

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Saw the new brackets for tomorrow's competition and I saw mine going up against the one and only Apocalyptic Cass au. (The really fantastic one that's absolutely stunning like it's lowkey one of my favorites).

I just wanna say it's been an honor gentlemen shsgsgsgsgsfs.

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mainfaggot · 2 years ago

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Hi guys I'm sitting under a tree on the side of a road in the suburbs bc i ran out of breath while biking uphill LOL

#everytime i go up this road i have to sit down afterwards bc it gets me so tired after hfjdkaks #ppl always stare out of their car windows so curiously bc im on someones lawn right next to a busy road ...#like stop staring im just chilling #idgaf im too breathless from.exercise to feel anxious rn lmfao #z.post

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taniushka12 · 2 years ago

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The thing abt me is that i only come out when its strictly necessary for Me to do it, otherwise id just tell someone that knows im a guy to spread the news so when i arrive i dont need to have That conversation at the very least

#fun fact when i came out to my dad he asked me if he could tell my aunt (frm my moms side) and it was like sure.#fastforward a day and my aunt Calls me asking me if she could tell the rest of the family and it was like By All Means!#it saves a lot of time lmfao #tani's personal shit #saying this bc my uncle frm my dad's side keeps inviting us for lunch and now that i started the tshots itd be really uncomfortable #if he + his wife dont know.... yknow?#yes i told my granny and she always gets it wrong but she's the only person allowed to misgender me bc shes got memory problems so w/e #but my uncles gotta know... by tomorrow.....#wont lie im a bit anxious abt how that'll go bc both of my cousins are different flavors of transphobes last time we touched the subject..#but i Am his favorite and only nephew so....... anyway. im not the one having this conversation anyway but i still hope it goes well #anyway goodnight

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patronsaintofgirls · 2 years ago

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#i’ll delete this in the morning probably #i just don’t have anyone to text about it right now so here i am. lmfao #i am like…. becoming increasingly convinced that i have ocd and i’ve been researching it a LOT #and it’s very validating 👍🏻 i recently came to the conclusion that a. Something is really wrong #and b. whatever it is has been debilitating for years #and i’ve never told ANYBODY about intrusive thoughts or anything because i always thought i was just Like That u know #but now i’m like wait a minute i’m NOT actually awful??? this is an illness??#anyways hopefully gonna call a psychologist tomorrow if i’m less anxious. thanks for reading i guess lmao #thanks for letting me hide in the tags

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chillabuse · 1 year ago

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TW IN TAGS: MENT OF FATHERS, SH, AND IMPLIED AB*SE

#I want to die #I am so fucking depressed and anxious all the time #anytime my dad is around I get so anxious and on-edge #I don’t feel safe and haven’t talked to him in a week #my mom is mad at me bc I relapsed #and they’re like. the opposite of a shallow wound #lmfao #things have been terrible at home. I’m always leaving the house or the common areas when he’s around #I wanna relapse but I think my mom will be able to sense it #bc I try to let these ones air out bc I didn’t suture them this time #and if I keep them covered they ooze and it’s nasty as fuck #so she knows what they look like rn #but I meannnn I already did it so why not lmao #trigger warning #tw #negative #ab me #ab dad #this is mine #trauma #the only thing keeping me here are my dogs. that’s literally it #cuz I don’t think they’ll know what happened to me if I leave #so I don’t wanna do that to them

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